I'm with you

Last evening she was waiting for an engineer to come & fix up her new computer... called him at 5.00pm and he informed he would be there anytime between 7 and 7.30pm...... she called him again at 8.30pm and he gave the same reason abhi aata houn....

It looked the hours were being longer then ever...... oh! God she can't wait any longer for anyone anymore...... with that thought picked up a phone to inform him its better that they meet tomorrow...... but then the ring said it all........ Madam... aj engineer nahin aa sakta... kal bhejnounga pakka........ with a deep sigh she said Oh! its okay... tell him to be early tomorrow...please... that please was so difficult...

The room looked deserted.... she picked up the phone & went out in the corridor watching the hill turning barren with the heat...... few months before she could see waterfalls making huge sound in it... the lash green hill looked so beautiful then...

Anousha baby! kaisi ho?? She asked to this 5 months old neighbor on her mother's shoulder....took her in her arms...Anousha watched her face as she talked to her mother... she giggled as she tickled her....she laughed as she rubbed her nose against hers...clinched to her & did not wanted to go back...

She was back inside her house figuring her life again….There was a time when such small incidences never upset her…There was a time when she could wait with patience for anyone and for him endlessly... there was a time when an absence of his phone call seemed missed something badly that day…she wanted to talk to him.. tell him how much she love him.. There was a time she knew this was so easy…
There was a time when she wanted him to know that his home & his children are her only dreams of life… wanted him to know home would be so beautiful with him… and to know she is waiting for him to take her home…..

There was a time when she always wanted to hear him say "I'm with you"...

Tears filled her eyes… just then somewhere a song played….. the words that reflected just her heart…..

Want somebody come take me home
It’s a damn cold night
I thought that you’d be here by now

Is anyone here I know?
Cause nothing going right
I’m looking for a place
I’m searching for a face
There something’s I miss
And no one likes to be alone
There’s nothing but the pain
No faithfulness on the ground
Trying figure out this life
I’m listening but there’s no sound
Won’t you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I’m standing on the bridge
Is’nt anyone trying to find me?

I don’t know who you are, but
I’m waiting in the dark
I don’t know who you are, but
I’m with you

There are some songs that by coincidence just seems and meant to be written only for us.... and are flashed just at a right time...

Song: Avril lavigne, Album “let go”

It takes courage to be true........

When I started this blog, never knew, I would be able to write anything.... It was just created....

But then gathered strenght to face this challenge of writing..... and thought that whatever I write and comes on it would be from heart ( a sensitive, gentle & silly indeed!) but it would be of truth.... that what I believe in & that what I stand for......

Like many believed " Have faith & everything will be fine oneday!"....... me too on the same line tried.... then had this courage to do..... well.... hopefully some inscriptions would be making sense here too....

It takes courage to answer a call.

It takes courage to give to all.

It takes courage to risk your name.

It takes courage to be true.

It takes courage to dare- what no other will share.

To be standing alone with whom no one will.

To be ready to stake for another man's sake.

It takes courage to be true.

It takes courage to say what no other will pay.

To give each man his share.

Though there will be less to spare.

To be seeking no more than the neighbour next door.

It takes courage to be true.

Hope I have a courage to continue...... and be true........
Thanks to those who read and commented here..... and thanks to those who passed by silently too.....

Would "U" Die For The One You LOVE?

I love you, I mean it.

I need you, I'm being true.

My love never went away.

My emotions real no fake.

Where did your love go?

Where did it all go wrong?

Would you cry,

If you saw me crying?

.

Would you run,

And never look back?

.

Now would you die,

For the one you love?

.

Most will say "I will........"

But few will die......

Former called WISE and later a COWARD.........

Whose's feelings and love are true?????

Success

To laugh often and much;
to win the respect of intelligent people
and the affection of children;
to earn the appreciation of honest critics
and endure the betrayal of false friends;
to appreciate beauty,
to find the best in others;
to leave the world a little better;
whether by a healthy child,
a garden patch or a redeemed social condition;
to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived.
This is the meaning of success.
-Ralph Waldo Emerson

Positive thinking.....

The key to our healing lies in remembering that it is our birth right to feel good and that feeling good is the essence of our true nature.

Kar lo khud par yakin........

Your defeat is not final......
Till you stop trying.