Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Bubbles of LOVE........


BUBBLES OF LOVE

She sat on her bed, reasoning why her life was at a standstill. One letter shattered her wonderful dream. Holding it she sat convinced she had no love in her life. Maybe she is not wanted by anyone in this world; tears rolling down her cheeks.

Her thoughts flash backed every second of her life contemplating things that she could have done & that she did not. Where was she wrong? Someone she begged gave her that answer….

Having a grave look on her face she was starring at the phone, that flashed a call from home. Picking she cried aloud “Mamma why this happened to me? I do not wish to live”.
A sober voice at the other end spoke with love & care, “No my child, have faith in God, HE does things with purpose”.
“I am shattered, Mamma, shattered completely”.
“Go out somewhere for a change, you will see things differently & would feel good. Do not overlook the small things that God has given you, treasure them, they would give you happiness & love…. Happiness will return to you definitely, my child ….” her mother lend a precious advice.

CHANGE? Change for whom and for what? Only to get convinced that love is not destined? Thoughts like these racking her mind. There was so much of turmoil inside her, she could hardly think of anything else in her life at this moment.

A waitlisted ticket was enough to give her another whack. Later in day she thought no matter what she needs to run away from this city, run away from the situation where destiny had put her today. She boarded the train to Bangalore. Her friend’s family was there to welcome her at the station. She put a hard effort to hide her gloomy look with a small smile and greeted them. The generous friend made everything comfortable for her stay at their home.

There was a sense of celebration at their home on her arrival; the air was filled with joy. Their little son was playing with the little girl that accompanied her along. The happy faces all around her forced her to smile.

Her friend convinced her that her stay at Bangalore would be a memorable one for all. Bangalore a city of gardens, hence Lalbaug was their first destination in a long list of places to be visited.

She was enthralled by the crowd there. The rows of pretty flowers, the fountain, the beautiful trees, the happy faces all around her made it a wonderful sight.

She was slowly getting charged, opening her senses to smile and trying to overcome her sadness. They bought ice-cream with fruit salad, wafer, chocolates and enjoyed. She clicked the crowd, the huge shed at the centre of the garden which looked beautiful, the pretty bed of roses and daises, the solitude lake at the end and the man blowing soap bubbles to attract kids at centre.

They walked around for a while & sat down on a lush green grass patch, talked and laughed. Their kids ran away to catch soap bubbles that the man was blowing far away. Her friend followed them to take care. She was left alone and now was slowly sinking into her old mood. She felt extremely alone. Why was she alone when everybody was smiling and laughing around her? She was in silent thoughts.

The kids were now running and chasing the soap bubbles. They returned to her with a box of soap liquid and started blowing soap bubbles around her. She observed this little girl, she looked naughty than ever, her face was angelic and she was smiling continuously. Sometimes she hopped around to catch the bubbles, blew them and run to hold them back on her blower than trying to blow another bigger bubble. Sometimes she blows them close to the little boy who was trying to catch them. She started jumping to catch them, at times higher than her friend and sometimes teased him with the balloons she had. This energetic little girl made her smile again.

She clicked the little girl’s picture, every pose she could manage to take. She waited for the right moment. The little girl noticed her efforts to take the picture and started running around her. Happy to have her attention on her she came back posing for the next photo. The little girl was now amazed with the amount of attention she was receiving. Posing and running back to her to see the photo captured in the LCD screen of the camera.

It was a wonderful sight. All her ruminations stopped, she was now laughing with an unknown joy at this little girl. The girl looked beautiful with her black hair, eager black eyes and a sweet, shy smile. As she composed the shot, she could not help laughing. The girl was adjusting her hair, giving a perfect picture, attempting like an already aspiring model!

The little boy also joined. They played around her and her camera. The girl started using the camera and managed to take few shots. Now it was time to leave. To her surprise inside she was feeling very happy and delighted.

As they were leaving, the little girl came running to hold her hand.

She asked, “Would you be my friend?”

A simple question. But one of the greatest moment of her life. She made a new friend.

She smiled and said, “Yes, my friend!”

They returned back to their city in few days. She much content to found a new friend in this trip and more with the thought that she is loved by someone in this world and someone who needed her so much in life.

The little girl loves to talk to her new found friend. Shares her small everyday stories, hugs her, kiss her and plays around together.

A month later she developed the film. The photos were one of the best of her collection. She showed them to her little friend. The little friend was impressed and overjoyed. She jumped to kiss her, hugged her & thanked her. Smiled and started her endless conversation with her, till she ordered her to stop and sleep.

She lay besides her looking at the angelic friend, who had suddenly changed her life and brought so much love. Lazily lying she thought if she would have observed this earlier, like she does now, she would be rejoicing over her life, long before.

Nature presents a variety of creations to us. But we hardly observe them. They give us great joy; fill us with tremendous hope, even if they come for short lived or as a smallest creation in our life.

She now rejoices over the fact that BUBBLES OF LOVE are destined to her!

Monday, March 26, 2007

Barsaat ka mazaa........

Barsaat ka mazaa lena hai to
Meri aankhon me aa beytho....
Woh barson me barastien hain
Yeh barson se barastein hain....

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Be beautiful, stay beautiful!


The days were beautiful than ever, the heart was singing loud, the love was in the air. I was travelling back to my city from my native. Overnight journey. It was looking longer than ever I travelled before, the reason that I was supposed to meet him. Meet him!! yes, meet him who is known to me by just words & letters. Today it will be flesh & blood. m'I ready for a heartache! (for good reasons or bad!). My heart was pumping fast.
Phone ringing..... Gosh! is he so early? I'm supposed to join office today & meet him in the evening. Office called "your outstationed trainees are waiting for you, they are supposed to join you from today, papers given, you check office as soon as you come".
I could not concentrate at work, my mind was somewhere far. Finally admitted my trainees to work under me on a project & took half day leave & reached home exhausted.
I looked at me in the mirror & said "you are supposed to look beautiful today & look how messed up you look??" No time for a makeover. Girl! you would never improve! Forget it I said to myself, beauty lies in the eyes of a beholder. I am done in a natures way... natural & simple.
The door bell rang & I peeped through the eye piece. Shy & glitter in my eyes, I opened the door. He smiled & said excitedly, " hey you look just 18". And I cherish that complement forever.

These are few of my tips to stay 18 till you die...


  • Every time you wash your face, rinse your mouth and clean your eyes. Splashing yours eyes with cold water in the morning gives sparkle in the eyes.

  • Wear cotton clothing. It help skin to breathe & remain healthy.

  • Chew mint leaves or saunf to keep mouth smelling fresh. Chewing gums with mint will also do...

  • Always apply scent to skin & not to clothing.

  • Wear good sun glassess. They are essential to your eyes & help you look stylish too!

  • Replace your beauty product often.

  • Lavish your dull & dry skin with honey. Apply it on face & neck & wash it off with warm water. Aah! beautiful!

  • Always wear a bra, no matter how small is your breast.

  • Keep your nails shining, dap them with olive oil often.

These are few of the tips that helps keeping you natural & simple. Follow them as long as you live & you will need no artificial means to look your best.


Hey! Beautiful


be beautiful


stay beautiful!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Know Ur Value....!




I wished if people really value their old parents, wife, children, friends or anyone who comes through once in their life. Value their feelings and consider them important part of their life.
A simple rejection in our lives makes us feel miserable as we are unable to react to it. Sadness, loneliness and disappointment take over and bring in lot of emotional feelings, sometimes they are so intense and sensitive that one wants to take away own’s life.
I have no answers why people reject or unable to accept others. But I have answer for people who are considered not worth and are rejected for unknown reasons. Be proud & know that you are very valuable indeed!
Read below lines and gain inspiration……

A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a Rupee 500 note.
In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this Rupee 500 note?"
Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this note to one of you but first let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the note up.
He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air.
"Well," he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now all crumpled and dirty. "Now who still wants it?"
Still the hands went into the air.
"My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson.
No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth Rupee 500/-.
Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless.
But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. You are special. Don't ever forget it! Never let yesterday's disappointments overshadow tomorrow's dreams.
"VALUE HAS A VALUE ONLY IF ITS VALUE IS VALUED"

"Make some corner of the world distinctively yours"

My best wishes.........

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Success

To laugh often and much;
to win the respect of intelligent people
and the affection of children;
to earn the appreciation of honest critics
and endure the betrayal of false friends;
to appreciate beauty,
to find the best in others;
to leave the world a little better;
whether by a healthy child,
a garden patch or a redeemed social condition;
to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived.
This is the meaning of success.
-Ralph Waldo Emerson

Monday, March 05, 2007

Ik dujhe ke liye........

Chand kya kare agar chandni na ho
Shama kya kare agar parvane na ho
Bana hai har ik kissi ik ke liye
Tum bhi ho jao bas mere liye!
The days in teens are the best in one's life. No worrying about the future... just enjoying the freshness of each day that life has to offer.
The girl's hostel (usually called Hall here) where most of my teens was spent, was itself have been a very refreshing experience of my life.
When recall these instances, it just brings smile on my face.
Well, the wait is for SUNDAY, a special day for visitors to visit the Hall. The visitors are no doubt special people visiting the dear inmates, but not to mention the special people includes the boy-friends at large....
This day is not like a usual day.... its like forget & forgive the seniors to hold restrictions for jeans & T-shirts... no queuing for breakfast or thinking of lectures to be attended or bunked or spending hours at mess eating lunch & digesting gossips or even hurrying for the evening tea, making it not a miss!
Its something special... when hunger is not felt, the thoughts are of not books... the girls dressing up more... the roomates helping them look best.. providing the best accessories if one is missing it... accomplanied with accolades of laughter & happiness.
In this University's islamic atmosphere with tons of restrictions to hold, each heart still beats inside & makes a wish today if its me.......the lucky one!
These are the days when mobile phones are rare in hands & the only means of communication to happiness is a small peice of paper which contains the name of the lucky one.
"Reshma bibi apke liye visitor hai", the watchman bhaiya's dutiful voice.
Thus leaving the small paper at hands of Reshma bringing a bushful smile at her face. Her steps almost running with joy and sparying happiness all around, felt by all of us.
Finally, Reshma is with her love, sitting chatting till the watchman bhai's voice unwillingly enters her ears "Visiting time khatam ho gaya".
Its a farewell to this special SUNDAY and welcome of happiness and love to many Reshma's in the Hall.
Jate huve humsafar ko shayad sab ne yehi kaha hoga......
"karte hai hum pyar Mr....... se
Humko milna sau baar Mr...... se"
ps:Clicked parrots from Mysore Zoo, India